I remember waking up feeling very hot.
I was four years old and my mother was pregnant with my brother.
I couldn't understand why daddy was in bed with me.
I felt something hard pushing against my buttocks and wondered what it was.
Daddy just told me to sshhh....everything was okay, so I kept quiet.
He then turned me round and put my hand in his pyjamas bottoms and I felt this "thing".
Thats all I can remember, but I have never spoken of it to this day.
There was no penetration and he did not touch me in anyway, so why do I still feel disgusted and dirty about it ??
